Will I or won't I?

I am both excited and very nervous... Have I done enough to get to target or will I be nearly but not quite? If I get to target, what do I do when I get there? I have kept a tight reign on what I ma eating this week and trying really really hard. I know I am nervous as I am now forgetting things such as getting the chicken out to make chicken tikka masala for the second day in a row. So had to make an impromptu chilli con carne with baked beans instead of kidney beans. It tasted ok still and was v yummy. Here is the bowl of leftovers for tomorrow ready to be put in the fridge.
I had it with green beans 1/3
superfree and rice with fromage frais on top to cool the spiciness. Such a warming dish when it is like this outside. I have to say that many people complain they need bad food when it is cold but I think if you search recipes i.e. curry heaven or soups book or even the latest magazines especially the comfort recipes, you can find loads of warming recipes. I love the super speed soup I will be continuing to eat next week, all frozen and butternut squash soup too.
So after all of this will the last 2 lbs have escaped or is there the odd pound 1/2 pund lingering???? We will have to wait and see ;)